halo-offlies:

when i get too upset, it feels as if the entire world is crumbling around me.

i start to have flashbacks of every terrible thing thats happened to me, 

and some times its hard for me to focus on the present.

i become overwhelmed with an incredible sadness and just want to shut down.

…and stay shut down until its gone.

but its never gone, it constantly lingers. 

and every once in a while i find myself stuck in it, drowning in memories of things i wish i could just erase.

@3 months ago with 3 notes